Dear Mom:
I am getting old, up in my mind, but it is not a big problem at all. Maybe Tani is there, too.
I feel OK with things and mature. I feel calm and fairly peaceful. I have passed through it and come out the other side, like a plop of melange on Arrakis.
The only rub is the media. Everything in the media is old to me now: news, music, TV, and movies. Is it like that to you, too? Nearly everything is redux, including politics.
I live in a noisy media world that sounds quieter to me now. The welfare state and technology (prison world) work for me and don't scare me much. A slow boat that doesn't require a lot of contemplation either...is what it feels like. The war machine goes on and on, as usual, but doesn't ask a lot of me.
I just need my meds tuned down a bit, and then I'll be doing fine.
Now, I get to watch the children grow up and the flowers and corn plants grow, till fruition, in good time.
I think of Gibran’s "The Prophet," which you gifted me with at age five, and which I read right after my crisis of 2002 began. It seems poignant to me, right now, and apropos to mention to you.
Love,
--- JASON LINDSAY CROCKETT ---
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