Above the forests,
Past tundra,
Upon glaciers,
We join hands in secret there,
Dance around our merry maypole
Festooned with faded streamers,
Tied with hangman’s knots.
We sit on front porches in the dim light,
Talking about everything and smiling.
Frozen beneath the ice, almost forgotten,
Sharing our dreams and nightmares,
But un-conscious,
Frenzied brothers and sisters sleep restlessly,
Dazed and chained,
Unshod, bootless in snow,
Riding fiery mustangs
Over rough, icy pavement
Stretched across wintertime benches
Behind iron and the walls
Breathing smoke,
Clutching coffee,
Rash and oblivious,
Chasing the moon.
When we, too, look up at that moon
Hanging low, by the horizon,
Watch her distant, cold light,
We remember again our own horses,
Once so wild, now so gone.
"Where is my horse?" somebody may think to wonder.
"Where is my horse?" she asks in increasing terror,
Her breath visible, swirling tendrils in icy wind.
"What horse?" I reply bitterly,
"I don’t remember any horses."
Lying, laying down,
In a snowy angel.
"This horse, silly!"
Someone points at cold, thin air with a mitten
And grins from within near emptiness.
"My horse is in the barn,"
A gentle teenage girl asks.
" Isn’t it? Isn’t it??"
A bundled man still remembers.
"My barn is gone.
"Burned down, all ashes,"
A warm smile cannot hide
The pain the memory causes.
"And the horses don’t come back, ever.
"They get away. They don’t come back."
A woman in crumpled sorrow, on her knees
And cradling something very long gone
Screams through tears,
"Damn the horses! Where is my son?
"I don’t know him anymore."
Our eyes all trace the moon’s path,
But our feet still rest solidly on ice.
Our memory fades again, for a while.
Distracted, our eyes return to the world of ice,
A barren homeland.
And we join the others,
Gathering around warm fire in a barrel,
Stamping our feet as if still dancing,
And talking about nothing
And laughing and weeping.
Raising empty barns, and drinking cold beer afterwards,
Smiling in silent surprise at our works,
Standing on the ice,
Shivering regretfully,
In our cold domain,
And dreaming always
Of an end to pain,
Of sweet peace, silence,
About lost horses.